GUTTERMOB LIFE (желоба моб жизнь)

by Toxic Delirium

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released December 17, 2015

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Toxic Delirium Chornobyl, Ukraine

oi. im natalia cleotatra kobrapuke. transgirl gutterpunk. underground creative bitch. toxic delirium is a solo punk/grunge projekt. dark frequencies studios. crimson kamikaze mafia productions. cheers to ya.

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Track Name: ouroboros (уроборос)
lyrix:
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v1) this life is not for me. im already dead but im still breathing. i dont care to look. i divulge my darkest secrets to the stains on the walls. my blood is all over myself and my guitar.
br) i dont got shit but this beat up old guitar and a sad song in my heart. but in the end thats all that i fucking need.
v2) no, im not ok. im laughing in the shades of silence, where i cannot be found. dreamcatcher, catch me as i fall. something absent in the longing. something caught in rusted jaws.
br2) theres something which begs to be broken. theres something climbing up my skin. there is something leaving as i am coming. something arrives as i stand up to go. something arrives as im standing to go...
ch) grapes of untold vintage rot to dust and go to waste. i am war. lay my peace beside me. reflection with no face. я молюсь, что я умру прежде, чем проснуться.
(solo)
v3)each night, i pray to die. each year i feel the contents of my veins pump ever slower. walk out to where the wild things roam. one bottle makes ya smaller. the other bottle makes ya grow.
br3) these eyes of stone peer out, awaiting a meal. but i can wait no more. i turn my mandibles upon myself. tear the flesh from the bone. snake dining on its own tail. ouroboros.
ch) grapes of untold vintage rot to dust and go to waste. i am war. lay my peace beside me. reflection with no face. я молюсь, что я умру прежде, чем проснуться.
я вижу глазами паслена
outro-whisper)dreamcatcher, dreamcatcher please catch me a dream. a sweet dream. take me far out to where noone can see....
Track Name: volatile (летучий)
lyrix
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intro) задать тысячу вопросов по ветру. . начать копать , когда вы слышите выстрел. летучий. летучий.
v1) chewing on glass. heartbeat quickens pace to lightning fast. unopened mail. dead houseplants. old bread hardens into stone. there is a knocking at the the door. i am there but noones fuckin home.
ch) volatile. careful where you strike your match. volatile. flammable. keep the fuck away. volatile. the fumes will detect a spark. volatile. i suggest you back away lest you go up in flames.
v2) potholes like a weak strung line of lies. got a pocketful of bones. i dissect my heart alone. ignore the screams of the ringing phone. pass the time playing russian roulette at a table set for one. dont fall in love with me. youll be forced to watch me die. x2
lnk) when the time comes for the universe to reclaim my soul, im taking every last one of you fuckers with me when i go.
ch2) volatile. careful where you strike your match. volatile. get the fuck away. volatile. минут, чтобы погубить нас в конце концов. volatile. fuck off lest you go up in flames.
br) apply my makeup with shaky hands. i cherish every scar. i cant bear to see them heal. please dont leave me. x2
(solo)
v3) i am a landmine in a forgotten field lay. touch me never, live forever. watch where your steps are falling. always waiting, always watching. its nothing personal. just the nature of the beast. youll curse the day you crossed me. like a flashback. forget coming home. never coming back. до свидания.....
outro) volatile. when i grin you disappear. volatile. when i smile you disappear. лизать слезы , как они падают . стиснуть зубы . ревет как фатальности .
Track Name: slow rot ( гнить медленно)
lyrix:
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(intro)

v1) бросить кости. гнить медленно. / завтра может и не наступить. / греться в тени , ожидая смерти/ каждый день это тюрьма

lnk1) this desolate stretch of sand is the contents of my soul./ when its all so far away, its no longer pain./ illusion of movement is not life./ i been dead inside for years./ spend the rare currency of time buying parcels of oblivion./ its all right. dont cry for me./ if i dont care, why should you?/ crafting garbage from treasure. no, i dont want to live forever...

v2) полтергейст блуждать по моим венам. / горьковатый вкус окрашивает рот./ держать сожженные останки в моих руках. / каждый день это тюрьма

br) staggered frames stumble before bloodshot dilated eyes./ daggers stained with venom dipped into nocturnum's inkwell./ stab a pretty little message into the heart./ may it find you well. just be glad you see not what i see...

ch) гнить медленно. slow rot. lay my head down to rest./ гнить медленно. slow rot. open my eyes and its all gone away.
молчание. удушение. увечье. кровотечение.

v3) кулак полный длинных мертвых вдохов. / посмотри мне в глаза , мы наблюдаем конец

lnk 2) take a sip. lick the lips. drink back the hunger. eat up the fatigue./ stings but its not real to me. smoke circulates thru the bloodstream./ decay as we become the dream. coming apart at the seams. / head placed beneath the waves in pursuit of a breath, to no avail./ eels peel the flesh away from the skull./ the world slows during the downfall. set the traps. savor it while it rushes by./ when these eyes die, we will never cross paths again...

v4) Блядь.... сука! все, что здесь сегодня , в один прекрасный день гнили в открытых могил

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br out) all i know is that all things grow old wither and die. perhaps thats what makes it so beautiful in the end./ all i know is each day we spin the chamber. put it to the temple. ya feelin lucky? squeeze the trigger. find your fate.

final) each house i pass by, i look thru the windows lit./ i ponder how many are haunted within./ every person i walk on by, i look there into their eyes/ and i wonder how many are possessed in their skin. / binary tongue made of flame. each word dressed in clothing of fire./ all dolled up with nowhere to go./ 3 am. lay back. make love to myself. look at the backs of my hands, carved in rhythms of war...

outro) youre the crazy ones. yet i sit alone and talk to the walls./ im doin fine, according to the voices in my head./ the curtains burn then i blink and everything is fine./ fear not death when theres nowhere to hide. / no exceptions. death takes us all, in time.

slow rot. slow rot. гнить медленно. гнить медленно.
Track Name: incendiary ( зажигательный )
lyrix:
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улыбаться, как горит мир
v1) torn by metal fangs. inside now exposed. envision every open wound. sealed shut now.
br1)ready, set, go. this means war. decibels echo thunder in rhythms of certain fatal cards dealt from the heart. battered omens dissolve under the forked tongue i own...forever....
ch) bullets crash into the chest, feel the life drain away. in final seconds, all causes fade away...
link) встать на путь менее путешествовал , несмотря на то, что кишит мин .
зажигательный. пять, четыре , три, два , один. идти
v2) the true battlefield is within. slideshow of carnage marches on by. disaster is just a blessing in disguise. all outta gum so chew on napalm.
br2) pay close attention while youre here today. when its gone, there aint no turning back. you will not miss it til its gone...but when its gone you will miss it with all of you...
ch2) bullets crash into the chest, feel life drain away. in final seconds, all causes fade away. as ya lay there dyin, was it all worth it in the end?
outro- ready set go, this means war. ready set go, this means war. ready set go, this means war. incendiary. incendiary.
улыбаться, как горит мир
Track Name: rogue waves ( изгоев волны)
lyrix:
intro- плыть вдоль так беззаботно . без предупреждения , море ест меня .( sail along so carefree. without warning, the sea eats me)
v1) build up poisons. taste every brick. always dirty. she throws a page in the fire.
br1) buried and forgotten. disintegrated. broken.rotten. falling apart. shattered heart. put me to sleep and i never wake up.
ch) rogue waves digest me. i disappear and im smiling. in death, ill be happy then. stumble forward until only ash remains. there is something so wrong. but it feels so right. light keeps the dust on the wings of moths dry.
v2) break the glass. swallow every piece down. fend off the wolves. time bomb renegade. handful of long dead breaths. swig of arsenic just to kill the pain.
br2) all so pale and so far away. our graves dug by every step that we take. all faces carved in the stone of dysphoria. watch me as i leave.
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outro/ch- rogue waves digest me. i disappear and im smiling. in death, ill be happy then. stumble forward until only ash remains. there is something so wrong but feels so right. light keeps dust on the wings of moths dry. today postponed for a tomorrow that may never come.
Track Name: when the storm comes ( когда буря прибывает )
lyrix: (я кровотечение на колени и я ждут дождь .- i am bleeding on my knee5 and i await the rain)
v1) on my knee5 yet again. what a 5urpri5e. feelin more than a tad bit dirty. in the dim light, i ga5e into the palm5 of my hand5, like i might 5crye and find an an5wer there. 5ilently i plea for an omen. when i hear the growl, not 5o far away. my eyelid5 bru5h the tear5 a5ide, and when they clear i rai5e them to the 5kie5, yellowed like worn by age. like an old fragile page. venom black cloud5 in formation, ju5t dark 5oldier5 geared for all out war....
br1) drag my5elf out5ide and lay down on the pavement and wait. open my mouth but i cannot forget the ta5te. when the 5torm come5. blade5 of rain come wa5h me clean. cut thru me. when the 5torm come5. my 5kin laid bare, below youll find me waiting. my lip5 parted 5oftly a5 if in prayer. to be fair. when the 5torm come5, i will catch it on my tongue. bring it in5ide. hope i never 5ee the 5un. ab5olve me of the thing5 ive done. when the 5torm5 break and it5 5unny again, i collap5e into my5elf and my heart return5 to overca5t...
then im done.... na na na na....
v2) my head i5 pounding. i can 5ee my pul5e. every time my heartbeat5 pump, my vi5ion goe5 dark and vertigo grab5 me by the throat. nightmare5 pour forth from the wall5. i5 thi5 a memory or hallucination? am i awake or locked in dream? i think i know far too much about nothing. when did i ever give a fuck? i long 5ince ran out of fuck5 to give. youll never forget me, but 5ometime5 i really wi5h you did. gravity. let it 5ink into tomorrow. look forth, not back to 5orrow. hypnoti5ed by the pounding on the window. 5he who 5hoot5 fir5t will be the one to laugh la5t. forget all i am. forget all i been. forget all ill ever be. drop everything, run to meet it. ju5t u5 in harmony, care55 every curve of my body... let there be 5torm5...
br2 outro) drag my5elf out5ide and lay down on the pavement and wait. open my mouth but i cannot forget the ta5te. when the 5torm come5. blade5 of rain come wa5h me clean. cut thru me. when the 5torm come5. my 5kin laid bare, below youll find me waiting. my lip5 parted 5oftly a5 if in prayer. to be fair. when the 5torm come5, i will catch it on my tongue. bring it in5ide. hope i never 5ee the 5un. ab5olve me of the thing5 ive done. when the 5torm5 break and it5 5unny again, i collap5e into my5elf and my heart return5 to overca5t...
when it rain5, it better motherfucking pour. let gale force wind5 tear off the door5...let there be 5torm5 x 3